Honestly, I feel worthless. When one thing starts going decent in my life, another thing hits full reset. Im not meant to be happy. Im only good at upsetting those around me and pushing everyone away. And the sad thing is I know its me….it cant be everyone else. But i dont know how i can change it. But i know if i dont ill end up alone and/or dead. I hate that out of the million thoughts that goes through my head a day this is the one that stays. Why? Why do i feel like i should just seclude myself from everyone? Why do i feel like no one cares? Why do i strive so much to obtain happiness when i know i can never be happy?

If home is where the heart is, why do I feel so fucking heartless?
@dylanbaur @whatusernamebrah @andalltheglory  the aftermath

@dylanbaur @whatusernamebrah @andalltheglory the aftermath

This is me hitting Joey in the nuts @whatusernamebrah @dylanbaur @andalltheglory

This is me hitting Joey in the nuts @whatusernamebrah @dylanbaur @andalltheglory

@dylanbaur @whatusernamebrah this is our farewell to @andalltheglory for now we will be down in Missouri to visit you

@dylanbaur @whatusernamebrah this is our farewell to @andalltheglory for now we will be down in Missouri to visit you

Im an #uncle :) Jason Tyler Penkowski

Im an #uncle :) Jason Tyler Penkowski

I miss you

But i know you want your space

Its taking everything for me to not message you

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for today pariah